Slice of Good Ol Boy Life

Leaving Alaska wasn’t as hard as it could have been. I made sure to bow out gracefully, thanking everyone I worked with and letting those who treated me with respect know how much that meant.

Challenges laid in wait in Oregon, but like so many times before, I would have the support of my loving partner.

David picked me up at the airport in Seattle, where frozen boxes of fish rolled off the luggage carousel along with my jam-packed suitcase. Zac agreed to mail the rest of my belongings back. He’s been a good friend over the years and while likely disappointed in my early exit, something tells me, our paths will cross again in the future.

Meanwhile, my joy in seeing David again was cut short by the reality waiting on our doorstep back in Portland. During my time away, a homeless camp had moved in and taken over the block. These were not your down on your luck folks, trying to get back on their feet, either.

These were the junkies and criminals taking advantage of the city’s laissez faire attitude. They did their drugs openly on the sidewalk with no regard for children, families or tourists passing by.

Fights between them erupted almost nightly, usually resulting in the cops showing up, but never hauling anyone away. There were no consequences for their pathetic behavior.

Not once in my formative years could I have imagined living in these circumstances — shouting out the window in the early morning hours for peace on the street. Sadder still, this situation was being played out all across a city suffering the painful after effects from a prolonged pandemic following a volatile election.

To keep our heads above water, I quickly took a job at the Rose Quarter, working concerts, special events and Trail Blazers games. It was fun and easy work and vastly improved my knowledge of the music industry, while reigniting a longtime passion for basketball.

It was a part-time gig with seldom a shift stretching past five hours. I continued to write about gay issues for the paper in South Florida, but knew I had to land a good paying job soon.

The Alaskan experience got me thinking about transportation and I soon realized that the pandemic coupled with Portland’s drug culture had shrunk the qualified applicant pool for government jobs. With the odds I my favor, I set my sights on the local transit agency.

But first, we had to get out of our horrible living situation. We had been at that studio apartment for four years. It was a far different scene when we moved in. Now, every day I stepped out of the building I was likely to encounter unstable behavior by people in various stages of deterioration.

Verbal abuse like “faggot!” and “retard!” were routinely hurled my way, with the occasional “nigger!” added for good measure. And again, the children heard every word.

Life was at an inflection point. I couldn’t go on this way anymore. Just because they had chosen to live in squalor, didn’t mean we had to. I had to take action. And take action I did.

As the days got longer in the land of the midnight sun, so to did my resolve to cut this adventure short and come home to my loving and devoted husband.

I was being micromanaged in a way that felt a bit over the top and it was obvious that because I didn’t party every night most of the younger employees in camp had little interest in engaging with me.

There were a few exceptions. DL was a young midshipman fresh out of the Navy. He was a tall Black man with a cheerful disposition. DL always had a warm greeting and a funny comment.

“I’m just here to clean toilets,” he often said, a humbling reference to his job as a housekeeper at the lodge.

Sandy was another bright spot. She was about my age and a mother of two college educated daughters. I wasn’t sure what her relationship status was, but Sandy was up here in Alaska by herself. In fact, she drove all the way from Jacksonville, Florida. Quite the commute.

Sandy provided the intelligent conversation from a place of caring and understanding that I found refreshing amid a camp full of privileged millennials and Gen Zers trying to find their footing on the Alaskan tundra.

The cold definitely bothered Sandy. She was always bundled up at breakfast every morning. When I found out she was a Clemson graduate, I sung the school’s fight song — “Hold That Tiger” — one day that put a smile on her face.

Sometime around late June, the three of us embarked on a memorable day trip to Homer, Alaska. The end of the road.

I had heard Homer was a funky, artsy town and it didn’t disappoint. There was a seafaring feel to Homer, complemented by cute shops, thoughtful galleries and hipster thrift stores all juxtaposed by nature’s beauty.

Driving a long a section called The Spit revealed majestic mountains rising from the water. Purple flowers lined the road as we traveled to where restaurants and bars were grouped together on a harbor.

From here, tour operators helicoptered wealthy tourists to nearby wildlife sanctuaries to watch brown bears gorge themselves on salmon. Unfortunately, our budget would not accommodate that adventure.

On this trip, DL had been peppering me with questions about journalism. In particular, he was after sources and methods.

“So tell me, John, how do you know if someone is corrupt?,” he asked.

I wasn’t sure if DL was playing dumb or genuinely curious, so I explained the public records process, “sunshine laws” and ethical principles and practices, the best I could.

On the way to Homer, we stopped in the small town of Ninilchik, where I photographed a huge golden eagle perched atop a buoy along the foggy coastline. The mood in Ninilchik was quite suspicious. Rumors of a sizable Russian ex-pat population had proceeded our visit.

A Russian Orthodox Church confirmed there was a presence and when we stepped inside the local convenience store, it became clear we were the outsiders.

“You’ll find a lot of the old ways still in practice here,” the shop keeper said when Sandy asked about life in Ninilchik.

That comment stayed with DL for the rest of our trip. “The old ways,” he repeated in a slow bass tone. It was an oblique reference to a time that was probably not the most welcoming to a Black man, independent woman or gay guy.

I gained tremendous respect for DL that summer. There were probably just a handful of African Americans on the Kenai Peninsula. If he felt out of place, you wouldn’t have known it, but if there was a party, DL was typically the life of it.

Meanwhile, I missed David more and more each day. The advice Alan had told me in Los Angeles began to make sense. The garbage had to go. It was time to return home and take it out.